life seriously couldn't be better!! :)

im in love with mattchew... not agian because i always have been lol

were not together agian... HE JUST TOLD ME!

SO PEOPLE STOP SAYING WE ARE! :'(

KRISTEN is the bestest friend in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD!

i seriously love her more then life! she makes me happy when someone makes me sad

she talks me threw things when im gonna kick someones ASS! lol

and she makes me walk away even when i don't think i want to but she knows it will be better for me too just WALK AWAY

k... i go now cuz i thought everything was perfect till just like 2 mintues ago

I LOST MY BESTEST FIREND EVER!!

she hates me and i didn't do anything to her... im sooo done... i seriously do hope i die... not because of him but because she won't talk to me and she is serious my BESTEST FRIEND... i would kick or try at least to kick anyones ass for her... and shes gone... no reason why... she won't even talk to me... I CARE I FUCKING CARE HOEKAY!!! OFF ALL THE THINGS I DON'T CARE ABOUT SHE IS THE ONE THING I DO CARE ABOUT!!

i don't even care about him KRSITEN I DON'T I CAN'T LOSE YOU

SERIOUSLY!!

1. ur make my shitty days good

2 my smelly days smell good

and my bad feeling go away!!

WHY?? thats all i want!! WHY... what did i dooo soooo wrong????

i seriously hope i die... sometime soon... sometime before tomorrow would be nice!

he hates me... why because i called him an asshole... he knows i don't mean it... if i did why would i waste my time waiting on him??

i go die...

im staying offline... well ill have an AWAY MESSAGE UP FOREVER and im not gonna answer ANYONE!

i turned off my phone and hid it so don't bother calling it

and im never EVER HANGING OUT AGIAN!!

hoekay... so GOODBYE FOR GOOD... well for bad

-Coryn

im so loooost and u are noooo help at all!!

yeah i love u to asshole!

if u love me like u say

why do u always let me

walk away??

i like how people act all tuff when there not

i also like how people lie alot!

i also hate when people LIE about sumthin REALLY important

like AGE, REALATIONSHIPS, DRUGS!

but whatever dosnt matter cuz i found out from other people

so go be 15 and tell everyone ur 16 or whatever

go be a drugeee then try to blame it on me becaue "you have no other friends" as u said

and go try to tell me matt still likes me when  HE DOSN'T!

and ill go back to being best freind with people WHO DONT LIE TO ME!

like KRISTEN AND TABBY!

yeah im talkin to you brittany!

ok now that i've wasted my breathe on you enough im moving on to a diffrent topic

i OFFICALLY HATE MATT! YES i am DONE!

i like this nick kid though... he's a cutie

i use to talk to him before i meet matt and now we talk all the time

he graduated, hes got a car, friends, hehe always a plus and IS SOOOOO SWEET!! hehe

TABBY really cares about me

she wrote me a note telling me that matt tells PEOPLE he dosn't like me then he tells ME he does... and tabbys is just sick of seeing me get hurt... and shes rite im sick of seeing myself get hurt.. i hate matthew with every ounce of strength i got left... im not even willing to be his friend this time... i don't EVEN CARE if he tells me sorry or if he tells everyone at a party the one gurl he cares about and still loves hates him

MORE LATER gotta go to class!

Daily Extended Forecast for June 01, 2005
They say insanity is repeating the same action and hoping for a different result -- i.e., being surprised when you stick your finger in an electric socket and receive a shock. Right now, there's some kind of situation or relationship in your life that's the equivalent of getting burned -- so why do you keep going back for more? A darned fine question -- and one that you can answer with a little soul-searching. So what are you waiting for? Get to it! 

Daily Teen Forecast for June 01, 2005
There's definitely a middle road between what someone wants from you and what you need to do for yourself. Don't overexplain, but make sure he or she knows where you're coming from. 

Wednesday, June 1, 2005                                                                                                                 Partnership energy lends itself to excitement. You are about to embrace a life choice that involves deep involvement with someone else. Be assured that you are looking better to the people that you want to attract.

TODEE SUCKS!!

KRISTEN RULES

PITHOE CAN DIE!! YES SHE CAN!!!

Love, Coryn

i have a feeling todee is gonna suck...

i gotta go get my heart monitor thingy todee thats gonna suck...

i seen mattchew... that sucked!

i knew this weekend wasn't gonna change a thing...

i knew he didn't really mean what he said

i just wanna go away hide for awhile

but i can't do that so i geuss im stuck here

but that hoekay cuz im stuck here with kristen and we get along GREAT

soo yeah... ill stay here with her... till summer... then ill hide

AHHHHHHHHHH  i just wanna  SCREAM!

but im gonna go cuz this hour is almost oooover!

like not even 10 mintues..

WOW todee was awesome! i woke up at like 3 and i was talkin to kristen and yeah we were talkin about mattchew last nite... i love him... idk if that is a good or bad thing rite now! im so lost... and yeah

he told kristen he missed me soooo much... and then he was mad when he found out phatty liked me... SOOOO PISSED lol but its hoekay cuz do i like phatty?? NOPE! yeah as a friend nuttin more! why? cuz i love mattchew more then ANYONE!

i don't care what people say he says about me... i sort of don't believe that he would talk shit about me then when i hang out with him he tells me he loves me and he tells kristen he misses me sooo much and shit!!!! idk

i love him PERIOD!!

love,

coryn

but i love kristen MORE! hehe

i was soooo happy last nite... just so everyone knows... i was sick but sooo happy cuz i was with him and he made me feel so special.. i hope sumthing happens out of this... he says i talk to alot of guys but what does he want me to do only focus on him when im not even shure if hes comming back?? idk its all so confusing! i love him sooo much if only he knew that... if i didn't love him so much do u think id be sitting around waiting for him and taking all the pain that comes with waiting?? NOPE... lol this kid i work with told me that matt should feel lucky because he would give anything to have a gurl wait for him like i wait for matthew... lol everyone says he dosn't see what he's missing i think he sees it... but hes not missing anything... hes got me rite where he wants me... he can be a complete asshole to me then 2 mintues later tell me he loves me and i will be fine with it... geez im a loser! hehe

so yeah... kristen say she is bad friend!! kristen is gooooood friend... bestest friend ever to be exact... i love her... im sad, bad, and stupid friend... idk why she hangs out with me cuz im a slut lol not really lol but i keep saying i hate him sooo much and i sit here and bitch about him and she listens! so she good friend im sad friend cuz im in love with someone i can never have agian... im bad friend cuz i bitch alot and i only wanna do things that invovle matthew and im stupid friend cuz im in love with him still and i have a feeling i always will be!

hoekay... KRISTEN I LOVE YOU... i want a picture me you hoekay??                                                                        

1. Hi, my name is: Coryn
2. Age: 17
3. Been here since: Oct 13, 1987
4: I am: a gurl
5. Race: Whitem
6. Height: 5’6
7. Screen Name: crazyidiotCKY
8. Hair Color: black/purple/pink
9. Eye Color: brown
10. Place of birth: poho

Family
11. Siblings? 2 sisters
12. If you're an only child, do you want brothers or sisters?
13. Parents names? cam and joe
14.If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? idk prolly nuttin... my mom would of thrown me away... :'(
15. Do you like your family? not my mom!! well most the time i hate her
16. Ever run away from home? NOPE... i WALKED AWAY
17. Ever thought about it? every hour
18. Do you feel your parents spoil you? my daddy does!
19. Do you not get along with any of your family? my dad... and sometimes my sister jenna... when we're together
20. Do you have big family get togethers ever? nope... use to not no more

Friends
21. Best friend: kristen alverio
22. What do you have in common with your that person? Everything.
23. What do you like to do with them? Anything... drive way stalkin
24. Most trustworthy? kristen
25. Funniest? kristen or kellan??
26. Dumbest? brittany lol I LOVE YOUUU
27. Smartest? none! lol
28. Best Laugh? OMG KRISTEN!
29. Best Eyes? lyzi
30. Best Hair? me... lol
31. Funnest to be with? KRISTEN ALVERIOOO
32. If you woke up one morning and your legs were gone, who would you call first? my bitch... i mean my mom
33. Who's the person you talk to most on the phone? Anymore? KRISTEN
34. Who do you see the most? BRITTANY
35. Who have you known the longest? lyzi
36. Do you think you're a good friend? DAMN RITE... i buy the bitches EVERYHTING and i TAKE them with me ALL the time!
37. The one you will always talk to no matter what? KRISTEN!
38. Most likely to never fall in love? me
39. The one you think secretly hates you? andrea tice... :'( lol had to put u somewhere!!

Love Life
40. Are you in love? NEVER!!
41. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? <font size=+1>NEVER</font>
42. If so, are you in love with them? p.s. i was..... but never agian
43. Do you have a crush? Yes.
44. Do they know you like them? yes they do... do they care?? NOPE
45. How long have you liked them? 8 months!
46. Ever done anything stupid to impress them? yesh... i take it back
47. Have you experienced unrequited love? everyday
48. Do you find it hurtful or romantic? hurtful
49. Even know what it is? just found out
50. Are you a virgin? OMG YES!!! i LOVE IT!!
51. Do you believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage? if they want too
52. Believe in casual sex? shure
53. When do/did you plan to lose your virginity? whenever i find someone that means the world to me and i know isn't gonna hurt me purposly

The Future
54. Do you plan on having children? idk... maybe 1
55. Do you plan to get married? i might but it prolly won't work out... ever person ive cared about so far has never worked out
56. How old do you want to be when you get married? idk
57. How old do you want to be when you have your first child? idk
58. Would you have kids before marriage? nope
59. What would you name the boy? idk.... i want a boy though! lol
60. What would you name the girl? jezebel, lyzi,
61. Do you plan on going to college? prolly not :'(
62. If so, where do you want to go? cosmotology!
63. What do you plan on majoring in? hair lol and bar tedning

Sleep
64. How do you sleep? all the time! lol
65. Do you dream at night? YEAH!!
66. Do you remember your dreams? most of them
67. What time do you go to bed usually? 12:30ish 1... weekends 3 or 4 depends on what i dooooo
68. What time do you wake up normally? 6:30.... weekends 3pm ish....
69. Do you find waking late nice or annoying? WONDERFUL
70. What time do you wake on weekends? 3ish maybe noon if my mom makes me.
71. Do you sleep with one pillow or two? 2

Yourself
72. How old are you mentally? idk... im a kid but i like to think im older... makes no sence i know!
73. Describe yourself in 5 words: hyper, laughable , annoying, sad, lonely... ms. lonley lol .
74. What are your worst qualities: i am sad alot
75. What are your best qualities: i can take jokes... even when ur not jokin i will still laugh at you! lol
76. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? About a half hour. then i come home from school and it takes me like 3 hours...
77. Do you have a job? yes em
78. If yes, where? mcdonalds... i use to hate it but i got a new manager and i love it now!
79. Do you have a car? not really but i drive my mommas "car"
80. Are you funny or serious? neither... i just laugh
81. Creative or not? no.. i come up with werid shit.. like niggers fuckin around with the lites off... im retarted
82. Logical thinker or lateral thinker? none of the above... i don't think
83. Outgoing or shy? shy?? idk
84. Lazy or active? VERY VERY lazzzzy
85. Have you ever been hyperactive? everyday                                                                                                                                                                                          86. Are you happy with the way you look? Nope
87. What would you change? MY BOOBS lol and i would try to weigh a lil more
88. Do you wear makeup regularly? yeah...
89. Do you have a large wardrobe? no
90. If you had to rate your personality from 1 to 10? 5.
91. If you had to rate your looks from 1 to 10? 5.
92. Rate your style? 5
93. How do you think other people see you? a slut... but im still a virgin... ohh and my old best friend thinks im a whore so yeah

Morals
94. Have you ever been drunk? yes em
95. Taken drugs? yeah
96. Stolen? yeah
97. Shoplifted? i candy bar... it was for my mom
98. Tried to commit suicide? OMG OMG NEVER!!... i love meself to much
99. Thought about it? nope
100. Lied to a boyfriend/girlfriend? NO but he says i DID
101. Gotten into a fight? yepperz... ummm that hurt... lol lyzi
102. Would you date a drug addict? already have
103. Are you discriminatory? don't think so... idk
104. Have you been a hypocrite in the past year? ummmm YEAH
105. Do you have an open or closed mind to other people's beliefs and feelings?  idk....                                                                                                                   

Favorite                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                106. Colour: pink.... purple
107. Food: mcdonalds!!
108. Dessert: Strawberry Shortcake                                                                                                                                                                                                                109. Number: 13.
110. Music: EVERYTHING                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   111. Band: as i lay dying.... or hawthorne hights... maybe underoath too
112. Solo Artist: idk rite now

yeah im DEF. pissed off rite now! i just wrote this looooong asss entry it was soooo long then i scrolled down and found that rich text thing and i was like sweet so i pressed on it and it deleted my entry! so yeah now im pissed!

AHHHHHHHHHH im soooo excited for tonite... i hope it turns out the way i plan!! if it does ill tell u if it dosn't i won't!!

love,

coryn

p.s. I LOVE SOMEONE!!